I admit that I may be stepping on a few toes, corns, bunions etc by saying all of that.. But look at it from my point of view, How you gonna get mad at God b/c you doing BAD??? Where the fuck they do that at?? But as soon as you doing GOOD and all the rainy days have stopped for a short period niggas is out yelling that God did this or that. WOW. FOOLISHNESS. 

That’s like saying rent is due tomorrow and if we don’t pay it we gonna get kicked out. well go HOE UP, strip, McDonald’s is hiring all day. Don’t just sit there and say “I’ma pray to God and he’ll let us stay here.” -____- BITCH you CRAY! You’ll be on that corner before you can blink yo eyes. 

STOP RELYING ON REILGION TO PAY YO BILLS AND OTHER SHIT. GET OFF YO ASS AND MAKE SOME MONEY. 

you failing classes and shit??? well school not for everybody.. (somebody told me that) & it’s true. but don’t be a quitter!!! OPEN YO FUCKING MOUTH, ASK FOR HELP. GOD NOT GONNA GIVE YOU THE ANSWERS AND THEY NOT GONNA DROP OUT THE FUCKING SKY. 

I HATE THE WORDS QUIT, QUITTER, LOSE, AND LOSER. 

I’m a poor sport & I be damned if I LET MYSELF DOWN. IDGAF about letting anybody else down… THIS MY LIFE. 

Rich people always say they thank God, but let that money run out… they mad as fuck at themselves then they mad as fuck at whoever is around them and when those people cut on they ass b/c they got a stank attitude they turn around and be mad at God. haha the foolishness. Regular bitches kill me. Tryna keep up with muhfuckas buying red rihanna hair and loui bags etc now you broke and don’t know what to do and you wanna be mad cuz yo credit fucked up? haha YOU STUPID. 

ADVICE: HOE UP. OR STRIP.

Whatever I do or got is because I worked hard and learned that closed mouths don’t get fed. if you want/need something you not gonna get it by sitting on yo ass praying. GET THE FUCK UP.

1) Let it go no more “forcing” ppl 2 see my point or talk to me. fuck it. be gone.

2) Remember that “man plans & “God” laughs” something bigger than me is creating my current life & I just need to work with it instead of fighting against it. I want things to work out a certain way, but my plans keep unraveling. 

Time to switch some shit up and follow “my flow”

If shit get harder than usual, I have abandoned my “flow”

seems like i have abandoned ship long time ago… 

goodnight!

I don’t pray for shit but tonight I’m praying this nigga takes me out my fucking misery. When the fuck did shit decide to get this fucking hard???? even washing my fucking clothes is fucking difficult. I’m ready to be done with all this shit. I’m up every fucking night doing shit loads of homework and other bullshit and I’m broke as fuck and my fucking car is fucked up and I can’t even talk to my granny b/c my fucking phone is off!!! ughhhhhh I am so fucking done!!!

I do realize how that came out…I am in no way sorry for feeling how I feel.

get over it. and if you didn’t say anything to me about religion or etc than you are fine. and there is no need to feel offended or like it’s towards you. 

Live your life and I will live mine. NO ONE is perfect!!! Everybody goes through ups and downs and other bullshit. 

grow up. agree to disagree. I will not keep believing in something that I cannot see feel or hear. Maybe he ignoring a nigga or whatever…. Who knows. I’ma fix my shit realistically and you can continue to rely on something or somebody to fix it for you. 

What you really need to do is get off your ass and work 10x harder to get the results you want. You about to get kicked out your house?? You can’t pay rent?? THE MONEY AIN’T JUST GONNA FALL OUT THE FUCKING AIR! GET YO ASS UP AND HOE OR SOMETHING! Strips clubs is hiring like crazy and so is McDonald’s! You got baby daddy problems?? You know exactly where that nigga stay! Drop the kid/s off and leave. it’s that simple!!! take Ike and Tina for example. What did his jump off do??? SHE DROPPED BOTH THEM BABIES OFF!!! YOU CAN DO IT TOO! you praying that a nigga step to do his fatherly activities etc is stupid!! 

The point is niggas rely wayy too much on God/Jesus when they can fix the shit themselves. Nobody is saying that it’ll be easy.. but damn you gotta start somewhere…& start by getting off your ass. DO what YOU HAVE TO DO TO SURVIVE. 

“IT’S A DOG EAT DOG WORLD AND I WILL ALWAYS CHOOSE TO EAT”

SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST. AND TRUST ME.. THE ONES RELYING ON THOSE PRAYERS TO COME TRUE BE THE FIRST ONES TO GO! 

HOLLA!!

I do not appreciate when people throw their religion at me. 

I try my best to respect people’s beliefs etc. however my tolerance for this is non existent now. How you gone pray for me? huh??? last time I checked your life is just as shitty as mine.. BUT YOU BEEN PRAYING THO! 

HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY FACE WITH THAT SHIT.